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Quod me nutrit, me destruit.
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Created on 2008-01-14 18:09:59 (#14674890), last updated 2008-06-20
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Basic Info| Name: | lavender_rose89 |
|---|---|
| Location: | United States |
Biodiagnosis: anorexia athletica
exercise is my crack. i get a high off of starvation and pure exhaustion, and it's slowly but surely taking a toll on my health.
i am torn between recovery and obsession. i don't want to get my act together and fatten up, but i don't want to have arthritis and osteoporosis by the time i'm in my 20's either.
i'm not feeling sorry for myself. i am the only one doing this to me.
5"6
18 years old
hw: 148 (BMI: 23.9)
lw: 107 (BMI: 17.3)
cw: ? a half-hearted attempt at recovery makes things go up and down
exercise is my crack. i get a high off of starvation and pure exhaustion, and it's slowly but surely taking a toll on my health.
i am torn between recovery and obsession. i don't want to get my act together and fatten up, but i don't want to have arthritis and osteoporosis by the time i'm in my 20's either.
i'm not feeling sorry for myself. i am the only one doing this to me.
5"6
18 years old
hw: 148 (BMI: 23.9)
lw: 107 (BMI: 17.3)
cw: ? a half-hearted attempt at recovery makes things go up and down
ConnectInterests (36):
animals, anorexia, bmi, calories, christianity, church, close friends, cook books, cooking, dieting, dogs, eating disorders, exercise, family, fitness, food, gerontology, health, hiking, hunger, mountain biking, nature, ocd, p90x, psychology, reading, running, sleeping, snowshoeing, sociology, starvation, traveling, weight, weight lifting, writing, yoga
External Services:
 | lavender_rose89@livejournal.com |
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